I jst feel so bored,... day aft day,,,,,,, 2day worse than ystday,,,,,, guess wont be long before i kill myself,.......lol,.. no la,, i m afraid of pain too... couldn't sleep in at least 4 days.. my eyes r worse than panda's... i jst can hear everythg happning in my flat n cars passing on the street... gosh.. i wish jean n jenefer r  moving up here soon.. it wuld be nice to have some friends around.. anyway....jst have to get something out of my chest.... IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIi hate my boring job... n i iiiiiiiiiii  hate the people annoying me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` ah,,,, that feels beta

its boring,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,boring......................boring......................n boring.................................... wot im suppose to do~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I rly wana go home...