my life is now offically comprised of assingments, work and sleep. i actually dont know how i feel abt all this. i wana to relax sometime. like i took last friday off, i went to the gym and watched sex n city all nite. i didnt drag my tired ass to the library. then i found i still cant relax. i was watching my computer but my mind jst flew out of my body. i gues i was worrying abt all the tests n assignments. n relaxing jst made me feel guilty. but i dont rly wana wear myself out... i know i crash when i hv 2 much pressure.. but i just cant stop thinking abt it.

 

this neva happen to me when i was in Uni. now the thing is i think i grew up. knows what is importnant. of course this is not so much fun anymore. i mis the days when i can jst hangout with friends n not worryin abt study or work. at least i was feelin gud dring that time.